Time and time again, its always the same; I kept going back and never went foward. Like a Geek to a book, i just cannot let her out of my grip and yet, she is not even anywhere near my grasps. Everytime it just leaves me breathless thinking of the time I blew it. Brings you to the thought huh? Of turning back time. huh I wish. I stayed up everynight thinking of her, of the times we used to laugh and fight. It burns my world just hearing her say "you're sweet" not saying that its bad but it reminds of the things I missed for messing up. I bet she's doing fine without me but for me? haha, yeah... I'm trying though =) And Ry if you're reading this, before hand i'm gonna tell you, I am fine =) haha just needed to let out what i'm feeling at that point in time.. Just wish i could be with her you know and that no one else could replace her