My sore rose heart beats so hard it lathers me down. Down so low that I don't wish to get up. I can't begin to actually figure out where hurts cause it seems like my whole body is crying in agony. All the thoughts that race through my mind ends with no justice. My resolve is still as weak as ever. How I wish, I had remained as I was and to never have stepped into the light. I should have stayed in the silence. I can't believe it. I'm sad over a chick.

I hope I did mean something to you all this while but than again I could just be a passing phase to you. Love was never my thing and I doubt it'll ever will. So I'm apologizing now, that I won't put my hopes and faith in a women ever. That has always been my resolve, but I guess during those years I've let my guard down but no more. I shall survive with the love of my son and my mother.

All I want from all this is to just know. That I actually meant something to you.

Your Ex,

Joe

PS: I'm not regretting my dear, of my choice. I did it cause I love you :)