I've always knew I would ruin it. There has never been anything in my life that I could sustain other than music. But then again maybe time will tell. I've failed miserably. I'm sorry that this wasn't easy. When I ask you to believe me and I'll never let go. I'm thinking of the worsest things I've said to you. Even promises don't mean a think anymore. I'm going down this road and I do not wish to take you along with me. But if you persist we'll both go down together and we might stay there forever. But we'll try to get up even if its impossible. I'm not promising you this. I'm asking you to have faith in this. Please try.